Friday, May 30, 2014

Smoke and Mirrors

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After days of erratic and controlling behavior; of  frantic messaging and emails - someone flipped the switch again.

He turns up, hugs me and says we should try not to wind each other up. He assures me he will look after us, Lilli and me, and he says we both agree that neither of us will do anything underhanded with the finances so we'll be fine and we'll see this mediator and sort out our family.

Once again I have hope.

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

I learn the next day that he told one of our friends that next day how well he's doing - as for me; I'm apparently becoming "more unstable and that is the issue."

What in God's name is this man up to?

Why start buttering me up again? Did he find out the Mental Health Crisis Team fed back to his Psychiatrist?

Is he worried about custody or alimony?

Annie from the Crisis Line said to follow my gut. Well my gut says he's up to something.

As he left that night he mentioned planning a trip to visit his family at the end of June and to attend his brother's and niece's combined birthday party.

They're both Virgos.

I have Lilli's passports stashed but I looked today and I cant find her birth certificate.

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